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That Woman

2012-01-28T17:55:00.003+08:00

A woman loves you.

The woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This love that is like a shit,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer
just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves you,
is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tear,
She can't even share her story with
her best friend

That's why, that woman
loved you
Cause you were so like her
another fool.
yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?
You don't ,do you?
Because you are just a fool.

how much
how much longer
Do I have to love you like this
This love that is like a fool
This love that is like a shit

would you love me?
That woman, who loves you
is still next you
and she is still crying.

The song is from Secret Garden, i searched for the translation because i felt it's so meaningful even it is in korean, a language i will not understand, even i tried. Baek Ji Yong is really a talented singer. :) Go youtube her song!
Anyway bloggie, i pierced my ears. i finally pierced my ears. i almost cried when i saw the gun, then i started shouting like a mad cow lol. oh wait, cow doesnt shout. im glad that i have pierced my ears. my first accomplishment in 2012. proud? yeah me too :)
It's chinese new year. Year of the dragon. have u visit Pavilion's Dragon? :) Gong Xi Fa Cai n May God bless u n your family xx.

You will eat the fruit of your labor; blessings and prosperity will be yours.

2012-01-06T14:29:00.008+08:00

So, today was my first day in Cengal, the class was totally different from Belian, Belian is always noisy, which is not really a good thing. Friends i dare not say, but i could say, Belian's teachers are so much better than Cengal's. Maybe because im not used to it. I dont know, but from what i experienced and seen today, I Should sort out my time and say goodbye to my very comfortable bed, take the bloody books and read up efficiently and effectively like this..

you know most of the cengal students are really bookworm. there's absolute high chance for me to be in the last position. I will assume this and hope this assumption come true.
so, it started with me telling myself

I shall assume that in few months time, the chapters i thought i would never gonna understand would now be understandable to me and they are clearly registered in my brain. so i would say, i have successfully caught up my studies and will be ready for the trials..

*assuming again* had trials for 3 months...

Im definitely going to say this.

i'm not giving up! because i know i have tried. As for SPM in November, i'll try even harder to score better.. i believe that God will save the best for last haha :)

2012's eve

2011-12-31T12:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my school's form one orientation day. woke up early for the first time during this holiday. few parents praised me today, i dont know if thats a good thing. i know im a hypocrite, who isn't? But, was i being fake or that was me at that time? hmm.

Tomorrow is 2012. tonight im going to countdown at FGA :) In 2012, i hope i can help more people. but, look at the first picture. that's what many other people say on the last few days of every year! i found few comics online from the star. it's so real! haha. they realised, but i cant really see what actions they took to get over it.

eat like a boss in malacca

2011-12-29T23:14:00.008+08:00

Who doesn't enjoy craving for good food?

We walked along Jonker Street, had our first pitstop at one of the famous chicken rice ball shops, then, we craved for durian chendol! i didnt get to taste satay celup cause sis didnt

recommend it, and said it wasnt that worth to eat. i've read so much in my history textbooks but this is kinda like my first time visiting malacca D: sad for me right. so, i treated myself like a tourist. i woah here n woah there. :D

the Dutch Square or the Red Square, was full of red-coloured buildings. the Christ Church , the clock tower and shop houses were all in red. interestingly, i wore red too

. perfect match haha. time passed by really quickly when we're having fun eating. didnt realise we were here for like nine hours already! before heading back to KL, we had a nyonya style dinner in malacca at ole sayang. i would definitely go there again. After a full day filled with lots of food, it's time to chiaoz. so yeah. ttfn#

My starry starry night...

2011-12-28T23:22:00.004+08:00

No star can shine with a broken heart

You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, seen centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... Made me want to turn away and never look down again. But to see the way that mankind loves... I mean, you could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So, yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan, is... I think I love you. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange — no gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me, too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

love, the Shining Star#

i'm so sorry but i love you

2011-12-28T11:01:00.008+08:00

It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities - JK Rowling

I couldn't sleep last night. I went to bed at 10pm, yes, 10pm! i didnt want pimples to pop out like theydid in the last few months. but, not long after i closed my eyes, i woke up. so many questions were in my head. troubled. one of the questions was Accountant or Pharmacist? they are both different thing. i did my research on this two jobs, and i guess i'll go with Accountancy. Click here for information of Accountancy n tell me if that's the right choice. haha. Although i know no one is gonna do that. so, God, read it n tell me k? :)

Btw, it's Chin Teng Fong's birthday today. I lost her contact. she doesnt have a handphone or a facebook account. so, i hope someday, she will read this. This is for you! I hope u can blow these candles n make a wish. Thank you for accompanying throughout my form3 year. without you, my life wouldn't be this joyful. Have a blessed day :) Miss you.

Remainders of 2011

2011-12-26T13:43:00.006+08:00

Super Junior was on Hitz.tv on Christmas!

Not a big deal for me, but for those SUJU's ELF. Merry Christmas! Who said VIPs doens't fancy ELFS? VIP and ELFS are good friends kay! Psss, Siwon is cute ;) and i got the BIG BANGG ! album from him 8D

Simple and Joyful christmas has past in just a blink of an eye. Nothing much to say about the event. Just a very unique present i received from my uncle. He gave me and my sisters 2 wrapped presents. We gotta tear it in front of them and distribute them ~~equally~~. Not gonna say what are they. but i have to say, i suddenly turned into those pasar aunty selling veges. wtf. i wish i could erase it from my mind and no one was there looking at me. D:
Overall, Day passed finely.

Few days remaining, and all the people will head to year 2012. End of the world? Not yet, i said. cause, no one is ready! NOT READY FOR SPM. few days left, im certainly not looking forward to 2012. i'm supposed to catch up with my studies, especially Chem and Addmath. And also, i wish i can spend my time efficiently. God help me ! im worry. so worry that i couldnt sleep some nights, sorta..

My worries

couldn't have fun with friends
couldn't change myself to a better daughter, grandchild, sister, student, gf :(
couldn't get any position in Girl's Guide
couldn't finish revising for all the up-coming exams
physics' Heat and Light
addmath's differentiation
chemistry's Salt
couldn't score at least 6As in SPM
couldn't prove myself right
couldn't make mom proud n happy
Im lazy to read BIBLE (since it's 2012) !

Uhhh, Buh bye. I need somebody to love, Big bang :)

i wrote this for you

2011-12-23T22:36:00.004+08:00

There are few things i would like to share today.
1. Today i spent my day meaningfully n productively.
Early this morning at 11, I accompanied sis Jaclyn to the dental clinic. oh, btw, I was scolded by mom for waking up late, again! uhh :( Later on, we went KLCC and get my kate spade. there was a cute fatty boy, i guess he never used the escalator before. he was so scared to use it to get down to the next floor.. at the moment he stepped on the first step of the escalator, the people around him and those who were waiting for him clapped, in
cluded me. haha. kinda interesting. but something strike my heart, telling me there're many people who can't go out any and who didnt even know what is a shopping mall. so i'm grateful to have a mom who likes to ~~window~~ shop so much, thank God for blessing me with her. :)

2. it's Friday today, tomorrow is Christmas eve and the very next day is Christmas. I'm worry that i won't be happy with my gifts. you know, it's a tradition for all of us that

every year we anticipate presents. hopefully it's something huge and useful haha. Went FGA for christmas celebration.
There was a very astonishing performance, they weren't Christian, but after they performed, and after our praise and worship, they knelt down before God. Prise the Lord. The drama was really touching. i told you im not a good story teller, so i aint gonna tell you here. :( All i could say is, Christmas is not about presents, santa clause and christmas tree. The main purpose of all of them is to strengthen our relationship with family and friends. God love unity. So, have a wonderful christmas with your family.

But i would also like to say, even if you have been so good this year and u didnt get what u want on Christmas day, Believe me, God wants us to be patient. The best thing goes to those who wait :) Maybe God has blessed u a great year ahead! Love is patient.

3. I wrote this for you. This is the blog i visit most often. i would like to promote her, so that u can support her, too.

4. Currently obsessed with this tvb drama. English title is Bottled Passion, if im not mistaken. Watch it, no regrets :) P.S i cried hahaha :) im such a cry baby!

time to express my love

2011-12-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

Korean music has suddenly been very famous lately in Malaysia. . I dunno when and how this fire started but it is definitely a good thing. for the country and also brought friends together, many people found their talents like singing and dancing. Many teens are crazy for them. They saved and spent so much money on their albums and concerts. Unfortunately, I am not as crazy as them, i only like Big Bang. haha. So if you want me to talk about my favourite group, I wont mind and here it is. :)
Just so you know, BB won Mtv ema's Best world wide act award hehe. GD is the leader, he wrote most of the songs for the group. Top is the eldest, tallest and has the lowest voice. Taeyang aka Solar is the lead singer and dancer. He has very small eyes, so he has to wear shades most of the time haha and he is the one that sing Wedding dress. Next, is Daesung. Nothing to talk about him tho, to me, he is the soprano of this group haha. Lastly is my favourite : VI, seungri !

he is the one looking our for me. Thank you God for bringing BB to Malaysia.
they accompanied me during this holiday. Thank you GD for writing so many
cool songs like haru haru, lies, tell my goodbye, high high etc. keep up your good work! haha :)

the 3rd one. look at him !

he plays volleyball, too. haha. he is the most annoying yet cutest one in the group, for me. he has the most charming smile. always smiling, lighting my day up. #
Somehow, He is still not the next one after God and my family's position in my heart. hehe

*He bought me Big Bang special edition's album for this year Christmas. Thank you very much for buying for me even though i feel that i dont deserve it. Appreciate it very much. Loves :*

As you travel life’s weary road, let Jesus lift your heavy load.

2011-11-17T09:30:00.002+08:00

The journey is not always easy. Sometimes giving up seems easier than going on, but when things get difficult, we can rest a while and renew our strength. In Pilgrim’s Progress, John Bunyan describes the arbor on Hill Difficulty where Christian caught his breath before continuing the climb. His scroll provided comfort, reminding him of the Lord’s continual presence and sustaining power. He got a second wind so he could walk a few more miles.

Only God knows where the path will take us, but we have our Lord’s assurance, “I am with you always” (Matt. 28:20). This is not a metaphor or other figure of speech. He is real company. There is not one hour without His presence, not one mile without His companionship. Knowing He’s with us makes the journey lighter.

— David H. Roper

Things arent going so well these days during holiday. yesterday mom asked me to work in chatime. somehow, i dont have the feeling to work now. and she starts nagging and scolding again as usual. i dont know why. i couldnt understand myself either. maybe i have not finished what i have to do, as in preparation for piano practical exam, catch up with my studies, i havent even find my accounts subject tuition. hmm. maybe this is the consequence i got from choosing the path of a pure science student. it wasnt meant to be like that at the first place. i ruined my life, but not really. i still think i made the right choice, just that it is not that right. hmm. i have learnt many different things. i can relate anything of my daily life to what i have studied now. im feeling smarter, in a ridiculous way. i find myself watching those National geopraphic channels often. i slowly realised that im actually a "environmental" person. haha. as in i dont have the feeling for business/marketing field. maybe because im not studying that field. so at the end of this. there is still the big confused question mark - what should i become? Accountant or Nutritionist or sth like that? hmm but anywhere i go, God is with me. so, he will still give me the best of both world, i guess. xx

2011-11-06T21:20:00.004+08:00

bunny to piglet : can you tie a knot?
piglet to bunny : i cannot.
bunny to piglet : uh, so you can knot?
piglet to bunny : no, i cannot knot!
bunny to piglet : not knot?
pooh to bunny : who's there?
bunny to pooh : *angrily* POOH!

pooh to bunny : pooh who? :DD
bunny got frustrated.
Awh. cutie pooh :3

A day spent with family is definitely is always the happiest and worthies. seldom shop at time square but the time square shopping mall i visited today is so much nicer to shop already, somehow. ha! ha! but the thing i wanna share today is that there is this shiny gold man/boy that paints himself up just to get money. my heart went for this guy there standing for hours, waiting for people to take a rm2 photos with him. then, the more i think of him, the more i felt pity for him. he had to stand for hours to earn that little money and i also thought of those itchy hand bustards might steal his money, too. :( the only thing i could help is to donate money to him and pray that no one will take his money, and i did that.

the one i wanna tell myself today : things won't fall from the sky, inspirations come to those who seek it. i got it.
somehow today i got the feeling of listening to we are the world by the young artists version. then came wavin' flag recommended by youtube and jac. this verse attracted me and suddenly i got the motive of doing something meaningful. so yeah gtg do it, bye.

We cannot wait for some fateful day

it’s too far away so right now I say
When I get older
I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom

Just like a waving flag

2011-11-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

;Second of November
Jasmin, Marie and I were so worried the days before about sitting the seats of loyal students of MrLee. at the same time, we are also excited about our first day 'cause we called Mrlee and he had a very manly voice. ha! ha! Today is the first day of tuition. we did sat on their seats but, ian yi apologised since we are shy. Mr lee wasnt what we expected to be. sadly. but who cares! ha! ha! since it's the first ady, so i cannot promote him or comment on him. and i dont think i wanna promote it cause it's already very squeezy. hehe.
tty tomorrow. ttf now. loves.

2011-10-22T12:53:00.004+08:00

It's end of October!
You can also say that it's Halloween again! but i dont celebrate, so who cares! haha.
16 years. so many ups and downs, many roads i have gone wrongly. God allowed me to U-turn, yet the cycle goes on and on- back to square one. there's always time to regret and start all over again. I often promised myself that i would be someone better. but nothing happens. the fussy skinny girl is still the one you're looking at,
just that I dont show it out often.

Im in form 4. it's the busiest year i could say. this the year when I do most work n tuition. People must understand me that im stressed and also laziness is something you cant get rid of. Anyway, The feeling of magic powers are here in my soul again. i remembered i used to jump bed to beds as if i can fly.. putting blanket as if it's a cloak. ~~haha~~ silly moments that should be remembered at all age.because. looking back those missing pieces. i miss them so much. i hope i could go back to my childhood. where sorrows, troubles and homework are far far away.
yay right? ha! ha!

the meaning we give to words

2011-10-15T15:45:00.003+08:00

Uh oh! Prefect's night is just around the corner! Busy busy with finals and also the preparation of it = Stress.
i need chocolates. i am not one of the organizers but as the MC for that night, i have to make sure things run perfectly, too. the things i worry the most is the weather and the crowd. im afraid that everything is ruined by the weather. people wasnt cooperating well. hmm. i remember what David said - if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. I'll pray to God and hope God will make everything smooth that night.

Read the newspaper this morning. it said that showing your appreciation is a principle of good leadership. the article was quite long so here is the summary of it.

Try saying thanks.
Is saying thank you too simple a solution?
Maybe, but don't you feel good when someone
makes the effort to acknowledge your effort and says thanks? :)
And why wait for a birthday or a special occasion
to appreciate someone? say it to your mom now!
although she is naggy~

i admit that i seldom say thank you to my mom when she is the one that i should express my gratitude most. people like me often feels that the mouth is heavy and it's very girly expressing gratitude. somehow, i realise it's not that hard. i felt happy today. Make someone feel good and look forward to their laughters. loves#

my nights and healths for you

2011-10-15T15:18:00.004+08:00

finals isnt finished yet. i'm still half way fighting this war. looks like i've tried my best for the papers, unfortunately i was careless, fearless and helpless - overconfident? ~~shit~~ i did wrongly my graph for Bio, i drew my diagram wrongly for Physics, i did not do tabulation for Chemistry. THE WORST IS.

I SUDDENLY FORGOT HOW TO DO COMPOSITE FUNCTION!

sadly, paper 1 and 2 came out composite functions! really @#$%&*$! you have no idea how i felt that time. i have been scribbling the draft paper. literally the whole page was that bloody question. hmph :|

Monday is math. i hope i get the best result out of all the students because it's the only subject im able to score an A other than English Language. God bless me k :)

Don’t let smaller things distract you from the bigger work of God around the world.

2011-09-06T22:57:00.008+08:00

I couldnt continue the 30 days challenge cause i couldnt find my definition of Love. what to

dooo. i told myself i'll skip it

if i still cant find my definition of love. :) that sounds so sad, somehow.

Holiday time passed like destructive winds. hmm. kat, drew and i received an email yesterday

and i read it today whenAndrew told me about the rotarian's problem. so i read the email. it was

a very hurtful message, cannot tell you the content but i strongly feel that the rotarian shouldn't

say these types of things. we're just students la. and dealing with 2 bosses that says 2 different

thing. i really don't know what can we do. it is our first time doing this, in a very short time.

hmm. but there's also a question that i often asked myself since i was younger. why others can

do, and we can't? so i wanna try to do. i'm doing it. and hope tomorrow when he receives it, he

will like it. thats all for today.

nowadays facebook homepage often pop out this. i was waiting for andrew, so i went and try too.

but i didnt post on facebook la. it's something like this.. but i got surprised when i tag one of the

people. it was quite true. i really ____ that person. hmm. weird.

My Love (tag letter L):

My Crush (tag letter C):

Inspiration (tag letter I):

Someone Special (tag letter S):

My Destiny (tag letter D):

Someone I Like (tag letter G):

My Real friend (tag letter R):

then this is the second thing i tried :

Tag A - Person you marry - Allan Donis

Tag L - Best man - Gigi Lin

Tag H - Maid of Honor - Hsu Huan Crystal

Tag S - Tries to stop you - Jade Low

Tag C - Wedding Crasher - Chua Su Ean

Tag E - Eats all your wedding cake - Eugene Kwan

Tag D - Gets absolutely hammered and dances with everyone - Aileen Donis

Tag T - Tortured the bride and groom - Marie Tan Ying Hui

Tag S - Person who steals the ring -Pearl Low

find it kinda funny cause it really makes sense. right right? haha. Jade tries to stop my

wedding and Pearl steals the ring. the love me so much yea? awhh :)

food, sea, breeze, woala !

2011-09-03T18:41:00.012+08:00

how did you spend your raya holidays babe? :)
I ditched kuala lumpur and went sabah to have a look at the famous Mount Kinabalu. i never knew sabah is that beautiful until i see myself the beauty of the tip of borneo. have you been there? haha you didnt :P it's like Australia. although i have not been to Australia but according to them, it is. i cant take my gaze off the sea. it was magnificent :) but it took 6 hours to reach the destination. so if you don't mind. you can go looksee :)

On the last night of our holiday in sabah, also mean the Kudat-tour's night. we filled our tummy with seafood, again. but this time is on a floating restaurant. naise. but imho, Ulu langat's one was the best. uh my tomyam~ the picture below is the floaating restaurant, just telling you if youre wondering. the image and the object taken together fyi :)

I ~~failed to~~ jump, as i finally reached the top after walking/crawling up.

you needa walk this far to see...

this beautiful God's creation on Earth

Ahhh :)
It's a lovely easy stroll to the flagpole, the Globe, the rocky outcrop and me
that forms the "Tip of Borneo" haha.

and on the way to Simpang Mengayau means 'lingering junction' as it that the South China Sea lingers and meets the Sulu Seas flowing from the east.... we dropped by umm Gombizau honey bee farm, Rungus longhouse, Sumangkap Gong Factory. as a urban girl like me, i find it quite interesting hehe. check it out :)

my windy n sexy third day in Sabah. . uh you know the Tunku Abdul Rahman Marine Park which consists of the islands of Pulau Gaya, Pulau Manukan, Pulau Sulug, Pulau Mamutik and the wonderful, Sun-kissing Pulau Sapi! haha yes i went Sapi island :) it took about 10 minutes or less to reach the island. everyone's hair went punk when we reached the jetty of Sapi island. haha. how windy is that right. smurf it!

the water waas extremely crystal clear. ~~not really~~ at least clearer than Port Dickson's. haha. the above one is from internet. and the one at the bottom is what i take on that day. not much difference lah. camera prob. :D
(the photos are not in order, fyi)

i love my colourful hat :) thanks mama.
#end of day 3#

on the second day, we went for canopyyyy walk! yeepeee, breezy and tiring. i felt so much healthier. it was such an exhilarating walk! due to the potential gravitational pull probably. The Canopy walkway, hanging as high as 60 meters above the ground is a trail that one should not miss. later on, the smurfs split into two groups. some of the youths walked about 400metres to the waterfall. and the others went for poring hot spring. the water in the waterfal is superbly cold. it was paradise :) silly jo went and wash her feet. -.- pollutor no.1 uhh.

Now this is day one when we leave KL :( beauties on plane with Nasi Lemak. (Y) i missed them. best Nasi Lemak! i wonder why are they so delicious.

This is baby Eugene. he is the boss. you'll like him :)

Isn't he cool? awhh.

oh ya, day one in Zen Garden resort. this was when i melt for the majestic Mount Kinabaluuuu. i couldnt upload them here cause of stubborn blogger. so, click on Facebook :)

this is me, signing off. xx

catch my butterfly kisses

2011-08-04T18:58:00.004+08:00

She has been my favourite for quite a long time. i love her smile and fashion style hehe. look at how sweet and matching are they~ i dont really care if they broke up, divorce, married or widowed. i just like them being together. :)
ohya my birthday is coming, like 3 more days! haha. no big deal actually but i hope i get something i like/need. :D or shall i say. MAY my wishes come trueeee. i want a bunny! you know bunny? the very fluffy one. hehe. i wanna hug it every night, kiss it every time we meet. bring it for movies and go cycling with it. Ah, i cant stop imagining. uh what? you think it is cool and sweet? ikr. xoxo. :D
you know what to do ;)

next post - my definition of loveee.

puasa month in 3, 2, 1..

2011-07-31T23:08:00.007+08:00

Day 04 My music
I listen to all types of songs. as long as it is meaningful and can sing along. :) but if you really want me to choose, i would choose sentimental songs! hehe. you know those sentimental songs sung by westlife and bryan adams etc? where you can feel the music. your heart so go awhhhh. lol. i like the feeling. i love those songs alot. i listen to them when i study(sometimes), i sing when im showeing, i miss them when im bored. heh. anyway, recently kept tuning to beast songs. probably because of sports day and mtv world stage huh.

Today went Pavilion's Tokyo street. spent alooot of good times with mom and popo. although they nag alot, but i still love em' yea! ohya, i bought 5 things from DAISO. you know daiso? hehe. the $5 shop. uh mi gooood. all pink. blue isnt nice today. :P mayeb too much of MBSIU? haha. two days ago was MBSIU - PINK is the new BLACK stuck in my head. yeah! hmm, Just got back from Suean's birthday. it's was fantastic. i cucuk ayam to BBQ for the first time! you know the feeling when you just learnt to do something and you felt very excited and happy cause you did it? haha. *hyper* although it is just one chicken wing, but im satisfied. i love my chicken wing! it's just much tastier than the others. heh. thanks Allan and Rachel for helping tho. :) missed today so much. especially the game part. will never forget these moments. xx

At tokyo street, acting cute. :D

somehow i'll see it theough

2011-07-30T18:42:00.007+08:00

"I have often dreamed of a far off place where a hero is welcome would be waiting for me. where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face.. and a voice keeps saying, this is where I’m meant to be. For a thousand years, it would be worth to wait. It’s an uphill slope, but I won’t lose hope till I go the distance. "
For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart. i do not know how many times i have tell you that im exhausted. i just want to put down everything i have now. stop everything now and go a place that is peaceful. preferably heaven. i hope the world ends asap. but i am not ready to see God. i have done nothing to please God. i was being a hypocrite all the time. now i've come so far. i realised what i have losen and what i left now. being a prefect is definitely no good. didnt know why i decided to be one last time. i even cried when i got chosen for the second time. you wanna know why? probably cause i'm kinda attention seeker. the days have gone, forgive and forget. shall just leave everything here and move on. be the best but I guess I will never be the type of prefect they hoped i would be.

right next to you,
Jasmine

2011-07-26T16:00:00.012+08:00

Day 01 - Introduce yourself
day 02 – your first love
day 03 – your mom
day 04 – your music
day 05 – your definition of love
day 06 – your hobbies
day 07 – your best friend
day 08 – a precious item
day 09 – your beliefs...

Day 02 - My first love
Honestly, i dont feel like writing it here, ~~although no one is reading it~~ lol. but i will make it short.

I fell in love when i was thirteen.
(same as bieber, HAHA)

I will write in my diary the whole thing for this. see you tomorrow! :)
never understand. not bothered to care.. hmm?
ANYWAY, i might be busy tomorrow due to tuition, at the same time, im kinda excited to write about someoneee. so here i declare my love to you ,

Day 03 - My mom

To the one person who has been there for me every step of the way
and who has never given up on me no matter how many mistakes i made..
♥ You mean the world to me and even if I could,
I would never choose another over you ~~not even HIM, i swear.~~ In this life time and the next.
i know i always disappoint you. but only through disappointments, you get surprises. :D
thank you for every thing. :) you gave me everything i need.
tune to Next to you :)

you gotta be a lil more crazy

2011-07-25T19:14:00.006+08:00

It's sports day dude. SUKAN TAHUNAN. annual sports day! you know what? Yellow house got second :P at first it was last 'cause the larian saujana and tarik tali we got last. ): but we chased up up to number TWO. heh. can you feel the happiness in me? :D i ran for yellowthis year, but i didnt win any medal. honestly, i don't think im meant to do sports. maybe badminton la. but that doesnt count. who cant play badminton? LOL

Blessed birthday Jade and Pearl, we've know each other since standard 1? it's like 10 years? wow :D glad that we kept our friendship strong as metal! heh. in a blink of an eye, we are sixteen now. gonna graduate soon. time flies ~~like chicken~~! it's their birthday again. Hope you had a blast. sorry for sleeping early. really tired lah. :P i cant tahan till 5am like you lah. maybe next timeee :) MISS YOU tueeen! :D

MTV World Stage.
we reached i-city, they got VIP passes. but i didnt want to go VIP because -you know laa-. didnt regret not to get the vip tickets cause i enjoyed screaming around with su ean they all. :) but i still think last two years' nicer. D; miss the moments. hmm.

I'm dark now. so dark like a charcoal. i put lotion every day and night since the raptai. (over exaggerating). i can have straight hair, i can have dark skin, i can be good, i can be tall. BUT I WANNA BE FAT. OMG tell me where are the fats? lloTL night. :D

explore the soul

2011-07-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

Day 01 - Introduce yourself
day 02 – your first love
day 03 – your mom
day 04 – your music
day 05 – your definition of love
day 06 – your hobbies
day 07 – your best friend
day 08 – a precious item
day 09 – your beliefs
day 10 – what you wore today
day 11 – your siblings
day 12 – what’s in your bag
day 13 – your mode of transportation
day 14 – where you live
day 15 – your childhood
day 16 – your first kiss
day 17 – your favorite memory
day 18 – your favorite birthday
day 19 – something you regret
day 20 – your morning routine
day 21 – your job and/or schooling
day 22 – something that upsets you
day 23 – something that makes you feel better
day 24 – something that makes you cry
day 25 – your sleeping habits
day 26 – your fears
day 27 – your favorite place
day 28 – something that you miss
day 29 – your favorite foods/drinks
day 30 – your aspirations

Day one
This is hard. I couldn’t write a proper, short biodata of myself. sucks. hmm. shall start with the basic uh?

Jasmine Lim, sixteen. Leading a omplicated, messed up school life.
i'm tall and thin and im not proud of it. i tried my best to make myself fatter, but not. it's not working. i have curly hair, im kinda like that but mom says it looks like lion's head. so, i straighten it. :) looks good tho. heh. ~~not really~~ i'm in science class. sometimes, i love it, sometimes i don't. i love ice cream. it brightens me up. i dislike lolipop or candy, so don't buy em' for me. :D have you ever tried spending money and then regretted it? haha. i do. always do.

I have ambition. but i'm not confident. i don't know what i want now. hmm when i was younger, i wanna be princess/model. i even walk and act like them. they looked so gorgeous. i kinda an attention-seeker, ~~(but always failed HAHA)~~i wanna be like them. you know the song when i grow up by pussycat dolls? lol i used to sing and jump on the bed with my sister. cause i really wanted to become a someone. hah. but then as i grow older/matured. fame is nothing, i realised. i wanna be someone helpful now. or a someone that can save the world.

I am not a great or a dedicated writer/blogger. I have never been a devoted or hardworking person, ever, although i wanted to. my basic number one goal in life is to do good things. i want my life to be colourful but theres always black and white somehow. oh well, i will look forward to life. As people say. Save the best for last. it's just the beginning of my life, dude :)

Dreams are still alive

2011-07-17T10:52:00.007+08:00

God attentive created us one by one, his love is unconditional.
Everyone is made specially, no one is the same. Always remember that you're God's wonderful creation.
Hold God's Love tight in your hand.

Happiness is to feel, not to be compared.
Life is to experience, not to be calculative.
Relationship are to maintain, not to test.
Sweethearts are to love, not to hurt.
Money is for donation, not for weighing.
Trust is for believers, not for challenger :)

Treasure yourself, love yourself.
Live a happy and brightful life.
Then, everyone is beautiful

To be found, you must admit that you're lost

2011-06-30T16:34:00.005+08:00

Recently many things happened continuously. im really glad if they are all good. Thank God for my friends. For them, i stayed strong. i found myself sleeping alot, probably beacuse thats the way to release stress and sadness. i really hope one day those people will understand me, especially her. i always wanted to talk to her nicely and share my thoughts with her like other people. but most of the time, it leads to something bad. humans, i apologise for acting strangely and moody nowadays. you know me. :)

yours faithfully,
sick, tired, helpless girl.

2011-06-25T11:52:00.006+08:00

If you thnk fallin in love is scary, wait til you try fallin out of it.

trust is a fragile thing. once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. but once trust is lost, it can be ~~impossible~~ to recover. of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. those we're closest to can betrayus & total strangers can come to our rescue
most people decide to trust only themselves. it really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.
I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of any eye& tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger

& there's never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts & bruises but harsh words leave scars.

from blog.

2011-06-09T12:24:00.019+08:00

Extreme love for bunnyyy

do you know that one of my hobbies is reading magazines. any magazine that has writings, photos, stylings, fashions, interviews i would like to have a time to read it. i read women's weekly this morning. it was on my table when i open my eyes. haha. so i read it while i was having my breakfast. ~~yay me for multitasking~~ :p

there are many interesting pages but i think i would like to post this on. it's women's weekly - HUNKY HUBBIES 2011 contest.. im not sure if it's a contest. it is not written. but i think it is cause we are asked to vote for the best hubby. hehe.

Advice for a successful marriage :
* Accept your partner the way she is. everyone is unique in their own way so dont expectthem to change. you have to be understanding and learn to compromise for any relationship to work.

* Having faith in each other and in the strength of your relationship. our two year old son was born with tracheosophageal fistula (an abnormal connection between oesophagus and trachea) and hes had to undergo two surgeries so far. going through this has brought my wife and i closer together and taughtus to appreaciate each other more. in a marriage there is no room for selfishness, only give and take. tolerance.

Sweetest thing i read ~
" I was going out of town for work. so i stuck notes all over the room wall - some of them were love notes but a majority of them were reminders like' remember to take your vitamins or dont forget to pick up your laundry. she still keeps all of those notes in a little box! :D "

So, what i wanna tell you people is, (if anyone is reading) lol..
be supportive, be lovely, be happy, be romantic, have faith :) to have a healthy relationship. ttfn.

from Jasmine, with love.

be gorgeous naturally

2011-06-09T11:51:00.009+08:00

Greetings ! :)
Holiday is about to end. did you spent your time properly? because i certainly did not do that. D: mom was right, i waste time, waste food, waste water, waste money, waste this and that.. i wasted alooot of times this holiday. so far, i have not hold a pen or pencil to write down notes or poems this holiday. doesnt sound like me. haha. except during tuition lah, but that doenst count. anyway, i found this in a blog, bonjour~

Sometimes you just gotta know how important your friends are
they are the ones you see almost everyday ;
in school, at the mall, or even outside where you play
They are always there lending you a helping hand
giving you advice on whats in and whats not
or tell the latest gossip about the hottie in your form
My friend and I are like diaries to each other
because i share my things and they share their things
Friends are like family
they give you love and love you for who you are and
wouldnt ask you to change in any way unless it's for the best
Friends tell the truth
they would never hurt you for their own reason
though some quarrel over petty things
they'll still stick out with you till the very end.

is she right? yeah, definitely. :)
love your friends for who they are.
nobody is perfect, same goes to you~!

It's getting more and more birthdays coming up. today gonna attend peiyin's party. I hope it wont bores me. Then, it's mama birthday. although is her birthday but i would like to ask for forgiveness as her birthday gift. lol. ~~weird? nah, i dont think so.~~ then in July would be weechien, promised her to write her a poem. It's on the way~ hehe. and so on. till here.

with love,
Jasmine Lim

extraordinary us

2011-06-03T20:56:00.009+08:00

sexy? yeah ikr. :D

Just got back from Time square theme park ! had so much wonderful moments with the 5 pretty girls.
Katherine, Marie, Ian yi, Haritha and Kelly. :) you ride on many extreme, life-taking rides haha. we screamt our lives out. do you remember when was the last time you swing and shout at the same thing? i can still feel my myself being turn upside down. have you tried the 360 degree's ride? -.- you could try but then i dont think it's safe. haha. you can feel yourself falling. weeee~ my favourite ride of the day it is. :)

our goodbye kiss to the Themeee parkkk.

Another week to go ! D: monday going out with 6R stars :D i miss them shooo much. time flies fast, faces changes fast too. everyone of us looked different, prettier and handsomer. haha. maybe 'cause as we grow older, we get mature, and we know how to make ourselves look good. my hair is still the same. curly and dry like last year, but better than many years ago kay :P till here. i love the pic below ! D: it's me, your Jasmine, his mine :P

missing pieces in life

2011-05-31T13:09:00.006+08:00

Im still learning piano :) In July i needa play all 4 bloody long pieces to piano teacher to see whether im qualified to take the examination in December or not.. i youtubed them, those professional pianists played so fluent and well, eventhough they have many sharps and flats and alot of stretchings. (hey, i can strech nine notes!) May God bless mee. :D

There's so many pieces that i have not discovered. Sally played to me her pieces. She motivated me to play the piano yesterday during Gene's birthday celebration :D and taught me many things that my own piano teacher didnt teaches me. im stil finding those missing pieces that have not been digged by me. lol. seriously, am i really qualified to be a Grade 8? i dont remember me bribing the examiners tho. i dont know alot of classical pieces. LOL. hmm, i havent mastered all 4 pieces but my first and second pieces took me about 2 hours to practise. my fats cells are growing fast in the ass. haha D:

I wanna do my hair. it's like Lion's head again. DRY + CURLY + PUNK = MY HAIR. imagine that. but i actually like it sometimes. i attract people xD not really. im gonna cut it slightly shorter and going to rebond it. not too straight but slightly wavy, hopefully stylist can fulfill my needs. Haha UNDERSTAND MY HAIR BUDDY xoxo !!

i want a little something like this. hehe ! ♥

at the T-Junction

2011-05-21T13:16:00.006+08:00

Everyone should know this about me. Im more alone when i'm with people than I am when i'm by myself. It hasnt always been like this. I had a good childhood. Nothing spectacular, just good. I like rainy evenings like today, too. I'll go for a walk and i feel like opening up, so bear with me.
-Anonymous

I said this more than my fingers could count : I wish i could write well like those journalist and famous writers, always. Bombastic words, emotional writings, touching sentences, fantastic desriptions about people or sceneries. I just cant. I found this essay in a collection of teenage lives book called LIVIN' IT. some really reflects who am i, some i would like to share to tell you, they are people like this out there. Im not into novels or thick book. Bible is consider one. D:
I prefer listening stories, blog, sharing about lives much more than all those but this caught my eyes.

Sometimes i wonder if i have a choice, it is possible i could force myself to enjoy the company of the people around me. Would it matter that i'd be living.

I remember when i used to walk the same road with 3 or 4 of my closest friends a few years back. We'd pop into 7-eleven for candy and slurpees,. We'd then walk around the corner to my old shcool and just sit on the steps about our dreams, hopes, loves and plenty of other stuff that didn't really matter.. didnt really matter..

Holydays now :D

thirteen going thiry

2011-03-18T20:04:00.004+08:00

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, ~~like~~ then I'm ready.
hahahhaa
im a fighting dreamer.

2011-03-16T20:35:00.013+08:00

day and night
Nowadays natural disasters taking place from earthquake to tsunami and to nuclear reactors bursting over.
These few mornings, when i wake up, mom would be reading the newspaper and telling me about the disaster that struck Japan recently.

just to let you know : when i was half way hiking last friday, someone were spreading the news about a major earthquake of magnitude 8.9 struck the northeast coast of Japan that morning, triggering a massive tsunami that is sweeping away cars, ships and buildings.

This is the worst earthquake that happen in Japan. many are made homeless because of this horrible disaster. i hope we dont waste food and electricity or water as the victims are craving for these. let's be thankful for what we have and always remember them.
My heart as yours goes out to the people of Japan, I pray for a better day...

2011-03-14T12:12:00.003+08:00

To love or to be loved
When you're loved, its possibly the best thing in the world.

Someone would definitely be there for you whenever you need that person.
If you're sick, they'll tend to your every needs.
If you're lonely, they'll be there 24/7.
If you're sad, they'll cheer you up.
If you're weak, they'll carry you with all their might.
It comes close to feeling contempt.
For me, i'd rather love than be loved.

To love is a whole new experience.
It sends random emotions that fill your mind and soul.
To love, it is never always positive.
When you love, you worry.
You get jealous easily but you need to be understanding.
You become needy but you need to give them space.
You become weak but you need to hold the person you love up high.
At times your actions could even be hated by the one you love,
causing immense heartache and you feel so empty you cry wishing you could forget the world.

I'd still choose to love.
It hurts, but its worth it (:

-daily dosage of love-

the hectic month

2011-03-14T11:06:00.011+08:00

I went school for ten days straight, because of prefect camp. ~~because of that,~~I started my weekend early, i skipped Friday class and went for the annual camp, ILTMS ! :)

Dear me,

Once again i attended the annual Interact Leadership Training & Motivational Camp @ Akademi Pembangunan Belia Malaysia, Port Dickson. The theme was "Nurturing youths toward 1 Malaysia".
The 2 and a half day event was interesting and full of adventure.
They upgraded the place, it's not like last year.. half way showering, you heard somebody screamed and see toad staring at you. haha.
I learned many things here, i will bring the experiences back to Saujana and share them. i hope it will help interact club of saujana to be a better one. :)

I don't wanna blog like writing reports, so here are the photos to end this post :)

PESS :)

Games :D

At the old folks home

Cheng yun, Mandy and I eat while chatting with the 78 years old granny. She shared about how she ended up in the old folks home and asked us not to send our parents to old folks home etc. without hesitating, i promise i wont. :)

2011-03-04T21:03:00.011+08:00

SOMETHING ABOUT ME YOU SHOULD KNOW

My birthday is coming, you know? somewhere in the middle of August. :DD
IF you're thinking what to buy for me, haha. i wont mind telling you :P

life is not as hard as what you think, just walk in the right path, and everything will move on just as easy as possible. it's too much today, i still have homework galore waiting! so that's it, i'm out. cheers to a month & another chance for us to get it right.

let's just fall in love again

2011-03-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

Little things that made me happy these days.
Sometimes, in our busy life, we tend to be too occupied by the life each of us is going through.
We lose contact with one another day by day.
Now i know, it's indeed crucial to catch up with those who you don't come with contact at all in your everyday life.
The warmth feeling of being together again after so long is beyond words can describe.

I want one day off !

i know an angel was sent for me, but

2011-03-03T22:24:00.005+08:00

When Allan showed me the video, i listened very carefully to the lyrics and then tears filled my eyes. im a soft-hearted person. and that's why i cried easily. haha. im kinda addicted to this song. but i won't mind repeating it all day long. :)

What are words by Chris Medina

2011-03-01T18:21:00.006+08:00

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow

But I can't just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others' minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others' eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

-eminem is one awesome rapper who raps about life.
you can feel the song-

The cool breeze woke me up this morning, it was raining heavily outside, then it stopped for awhile before drizzling again. It wasnt a good day, it wasnt a bad day too. My morning was lighten by Paramjit. She taught us the literature - he had such quiet eyes. she had a heart-to-heart talk about love and cracked some real life joke with us of her driving. haha.

she is quite a jester. they whole class burst into laughter for the two period of english class. time passed electric fast somehow today. maybe it's just me. haha. some students may think she is a harsh person, always scolding and never love. but from today's lesson. we are one step closer to know the true her. she is a nice person, i dare to say. she treats her husband good, in a funny way. and somehow, with her attitude like this, her husband loves her and treasure her very much, too. i remembered when she quoted her husband's sentence about the photo. she quoted something like this ;

what for needa keep your photo in my wallet when i already have to inside my heart to remind me of you.

i sigh an jealous "awhhh" to liyana. She, is one of the reasons why i believe in true love.
have you ever wonder you're not worth to love by somebody? i do and im waiting.
where's your initiatives?

you're most beautiful

2011-02-27T23:52:00.003+08:00

Who are you, you often ask yourself
Who are you always living in someone else's expectations
Who are you are who is unauthorized to help you define
It's safe to be who you are now

Why do you think that this is a beautiful world
Why do you love this world more than you love yourself
Why the world does not give you treatment
Why is it wrong in the end

What you want is very simple
But ordinary is the most common
It's hard to be honest sometimes
but please be courageous once and try it

No matter what they say
Gossip could not hurt you
There is only one you
No one can replace you

God will not put your soul in the wrong body
It's not an accident
Will you often feel powerless
Persist to be yourself

It's not wrong to rather be special
Why are you worrying for so many nights
Who is eligible to decide what are you
I am me and you're you
The most beautiful people do their own things
*

that's the moment when youre mine

2011-02-27T22:39:00.007+08:00

the kiss ;
Which is when the world stopped turning.
Which is when the birds fell silent.
Which is when the clouds all breathed in at the same time.
Which is when lies became truth.
Which is when pain became love.
Which is when fires burned blue.
Which is when red flowers bloomed.
Which is when snow fell.
Which is when ice became water.
Which is when the universe smiled.
Which is when the sunshine and the moonlight met.
Which is when every guitar in the world strummed the same three chords over and over.
Which is when the dead rolled over and wished to live again.
Which is when the song turned itself up.
When is when hurricanes and storms and floods swept through us.
Which is when tears fell from willows at the beauty of it all.
Which is when riots and madness chased themselves through the streets.
Which is when angels were filled with envy.
Which is when vampires threw back their heads and howled.
Which is when our skin crawled.
Which is when we were watching movie in the twin seat of the cinema.
Which is when i was in my arms.

Friday went for SFX's talent hunt. he performed this love by maroon5 with his sister and her friends. Although i did not see any vampire before, but according to what i always see in the movie or tv, there's a guy, a friend of his sis, that really looks like a vampire. his eyes were huge, round, scary. and he is fair white, like how the book twilight described edward cullen. LOL. bringing the topic back, i'll always cherish that night. he wanted to share a plastic chair with me because we would be closer and so-called sweeter. haha yeah, i agree with that but my ass is so painful, we made memories, it's so hard to let go. haha. i love you :)

his band, the simple did not win the competition, but it's okay. i don't gain or loss. cause it wasnt me who joined. haha. to me, as long as we're together, nothing matters. haha. :D back to school, i took back few papers for the recent test. im satisfied, i got very good results, didnt know i could get so high, thank God. God answered my prayer :) physics was a B minus. :( but, i guess i will do better next time. :) Till then.

you should have known, my love for you was strong enough

2011-02-26T11:47:00.008+08:00

I'd rather be miserable & sad without you,
than have to go through all your disappearing acts again & again.
than have to wonder what you mean & what you don't.
than have to wonder how to react & adapt to your everchanging moods.
than have to wonder, was I really that useless?

well, I guess you're happy now.
maybe now you can actually find someone who loves you more.
because evidently whatever I did wasn't enough.
good luck and all the best.

* * *

i wonder whats wrong with me today, i dont have time for anything. i just feel like blogging. im going out with allan in a while. i havent shower or dress up. i just feel very tired of something and everything sometimes. lol. do you like to compare? well, i tell you everyone likes to compare, depends how often you do it. hmm, to me, as long as i did my best, you dont have to say anything. i just want to live. leave me alone.

im not strong emotionally,
i dont need you for pointing out my wrongs
i dont need pain,i dont need strength
I dont need your corrections
i dont need hurt, i just want to feel the love. love is not like that.

don't you ever wish, you were someone else

2011-02-22T15:20:00.001+08:00

Im bored and the weather is so darn hot. it's like vocanoo. tmr is my last day of test ! haha. but then, tuition is still on :( every weekdays were stucked with tuition. cannot go out park, or play badminton with my bro. hmm :( friday peiyin is coming back! yeah! i miss her. i hope she didnt change, as in attitude. i hope she is not so choosy in her new school. i took a photo of myself. haha. mind me, but whenever i see a camera, i have to take. haha. God bless me. i love my look. we shall not judge so much, if you say you're ugly. what about those blind and face got burnt? not to say they are ugly or what but, be thankful lah :) ttfn. you're meant to be the way you are exactly, loves.

honestly, i just need to be a lil crazy

2011-02-19T13:27:00.007+08:00

School test will end this wednesday, and ima gonna rock the world ! lol. i wanna shop for dress. i hope mom will allow me to buy. dress like this is demanded ;
haha. isn't she lovely? :P

Physics and chemistry test was yesterday. Physics' prefixes was so darn confusing, i failed that part i guess. when i reached home, i checked the notes teacher gave, there's a page, exactly what was asked today. im 100% pissed off at myself for not reading that, instead i read those revision books. -.- Chemistry was easy, but i dont know whats wrong with myself, i couldnt remember what i studied. i couldnt answer few questions :(

Thursday was bikash's birthday. he told me is his birthday that day and i dont believe till facebook shows it, i feel so bad. :( so i decided to give him chocolate. haha. for some reason,i pity him alot. during recess, i see him sitting alone eating. so, sometimes jikai and i would go and talk to him. nowadays he didnt come down for recess, he said he is not hungry. i hope he is fine. haha. :) God bless.

ohya, and on the same thursday right, the japanese came to visit us, our school. Mitsugi high school to SMK seri saujana. the name of school is so much nicer than mine. :( Saujana High School? nah, still no. lol. my day was interesting and fun. and the same time, tiring. we needa greet and play with the japanese under the hot sun. :( it's so hard to communicate with them. it's like playing piano to the cow/chicken and ducks are talking. some of my friends say they are just playing with us, maybe lol. luckily some knows what im talking. i miss imiko, she is a lovely girl. sorry to say that she is not that pretty, but i love her very much. haha, she is always smiling, even im only looking at her. haha. hmm, i hope they will come back next year, or, the school will bring us to japan. :)

this is imiko, on my right, it also mean your left. :D

till then. lol. A special smile, a special face ; a special you i can't replace. teehee! :D Sayonara.

Expectations normally leads to disappointments

2011-02-14T20:33:00.006+08:00

Valentine’s Day approaches. Dont judge, just love.

I count downed valentines day yesterday and because of that, i woke up late this morning and i had to walk to school cause i couldn't make in time to sit mom's car. lol. My valentines day was indeed better than last year although it is clashed with the horrible school test. i did my best for it. Despite the fact that it's a testie day, but im still happy for today as im able to see him this year and actually successfully planted a peck on his cheek. haha. i hope he like it. :)

This morning, the guys' Pj teacher came in the class. He talked to me out of a sudden, haha. and he talked about ambitions and something-i-forgot. lol. he is really funny but i can see he is good. haha. he reminded me that i have to have an ambition and i have to work hard to achieve it. just like having a crush on someone, we must "work hard" to get him/her. haha. :DD

Roses is a symbol for love on Valentines day.. Here is what i found today.
Red -Everything is red on Valentine’s Day. But before you send red roses to your mother, consider that red flowers symbolize romantic love. Not just that — red roses are about passion, desire, and even eroticism. Want to have a fiery Valentine’s Day? In other words, wanna get lucky? Send red roses.

Dark Red - A deeper red flower symbolizes a deeper kind of love. These are the flowers you send to your wife of 20 years. Dark red flowers convey a message of strong true love. They also symbolize beauty and perfection — and Valentine’s Day is the perfect time to tell someone they are beautiful and perfect.

Yellow - Yellow is the colour of friendship, so these are not the flowers to send to your boyfriend or girlfriend. A yellow flower symbolizes joy and happiness, so you might send these to a good friend as a “thinking of you” gift, or you could send them as congratulations — chances are, you know someone who got engaged this Valentine’s Day. When you combine yellow roses with red roses, you’re celebrating the beginning of a new relationship. This could be how you start to say “I’m falling in love with you.”

Orange – (If you like these, ask for “Fire and Ice Roses which are burnt orange and deep yellow/gold in color) This rose symbolizes fascination, and maybe a hint of mischief. Orange roses are the perfect gift from a secret admirer, but be prepared to reveal yourself soon. Having a secret admirer is fun for a while, but then it drives a person crazy! Maybe your orange flowers could be the start of a new relationship.　

Lavender - (Also known as Sterling Roses and Laurie Kendrick’s fave rave if anyone wants to know) Purple is the color of nobility, so when you send your lover purple flowers, you are showing them that you put them on a pedestal. This unique color is also a symbol of trust — always an important component of any loving relationship. They are beautiful, don’t you think?

* * *

if something bad happens to us someday, it'll never change what we have now, what we've always had. because you were right - love is real and we have to do everything to keep it alive. wherever life takes us, i want it to be with you, forever or until tomorrow.

and when i go to bed
and you're all i can think about,
you know im still falling in love, not fallen.

2011-02-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

You're the music in me

While slow korean songs are playing, although i do not know what is the meaning but it has touched my heart. lol. the beat of the songs made me feels very sad. it is strange but it's true. :O
i can study with sentimental korean and english songs. that's sth im proud of myself although it's just normal for some people. haha.

I admire a person alot, let me name this person Cinderella. She may not be the brightest bulb in the room, but she always got my attention because there's something different i can see in her. lol. I learn many things from her, i hope i could be like her. But still, i think i need to love myself more than i love her. haha. peace.

Add maths is confusing. im afraid i couldnt handle the first exam. :( May God bless me and i could find someone good enough to teach me till i understand. loves.

2011-02-08T14:35:00.005+08:00

___________________________
in the eyes of God

First school test is next week, Valentines day, i have not celebrate it for two years already and this year, again i missed it. lol. I googled for sunset and sunrise, and i really hope to see them in real life on top of the mountain or maybe on a ship. that would be really fascinating and i can just forget every bad things happened.

When is the last time you complain that the weather is hot or that you are lazy to go school? and when is the last time you count your blessings? In india, so many children wanted to go school and digging for food in the soil, and yet we complain that the food is tasteless, this and that. i think that's really too much, it's time to feel bad and change. :) Remember, count your blessings and always have a determined heart and live life with a positive attitude. lol. Peace.

2011-02-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

Are you gonna let it be this way?
setting the balloon free on top of the mountain top...

open my eyes, it was only just a dream

2011-02-01T13:36:00.006+08:00

there was a girl who lost in her dreamland. she found herself like a cinderella doing chores while her sisters loitering and shopping. she stares at the sky through the window and she prayed. hoping that someday it will change.

* * *
when the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes
* * *

i really hope i was never awake. in my dreamland. builing my own castle, decorating my own room, no worries... no worries... Chinese new year is just around the corner, THE CORNER ! lol. is it me or everyone's angpao is getting lesser? haha or it just the more you grow, the more angpao you want. haha. hope rabbit year will be kind to me. bless me. :)

Secrets and lies : I never wanted to hurt you, so i just let it be. but is this the correct way to treat me?

2011-01-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, the feeling for you is like Gravitational force

i wonder if i could be like them someday. writing interesting blogs like them. hmm.

2011-01-22T18:06:00.006+08:00

Pop it like it's hot
I hope everyday is Mother's day, so that i would treat her a little more special every time.

2011-01-18T14:02:00.005+08:00

Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

The pictures below aren't in correct order. Im lazy to rearrange them, blame the homeworks and stupidity of the school. :) School had a new terrible rule for us to obey. teacher mentioned about we prefects need to show a good neat look for the students. so, we obeyed the rules with force. i did try to like the new rule but my heart broke into pieces when i look at my hair after tied bun. it's like a lion head with curly hair. no kidding.

The sixteenth morning of new year was waken by the cool breezy weather. i woke up and followed the rotarians to visit an old folks home they adopted ten years ago. we were too early so we went sight seeing around jenjarom and had a light breakfast at a coffee shop. the food was not as expensive as KL ones and it tasted nicer than the food in KL. lol. Jenjarom has a huge temple which i found out that day. then i realised the CNY singers and movie videos are taken here. :D i walked around that place. go check it out in Jenjarom :)

Anyway. i felt sympathy for the old men there. some were there 20years ago and the people told me that most of them were always waiting for phone calls hoping that it was their son who calls and wants to bring them home. it's saddening. i've been to 2old folks home and 2orphanage in my life. my heart never felt compassionate and lovely before till i met that old man, i pity him and also took care of him. :) i hope there will be more people who is grateful to have their parents and hope they'll love them as much as God loves us.

Till then#

today : i wish this moment was ours to own in and that would never leave.

2011-01-16T16:25:00.004+08:00

It's saturday again, after piano class, mom took me a place where she discovered to wash her car. it's clean, cheap and fast. you know with those cool machines, what high pressure, cyclone etc. although im a city girl, but those things really amazed me. anyway, my camera is rusting, so i took a few pics of myself. hehe. i somehow like the one above. :) my life is still in good condition. maybe 'cause it's still the first month. hope it won't be a big difference on the following months. God bless.

Jasmine's advice : take as many photos of you and your surroundings, you're only at your age once. :)

2011-01-10T18:09:00.004+08:00

frus·trat·ed/ˈfrəsˌtrātid/Adjective
1. Feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something.
2. of a person - unable to follow or be successful in a particular career.

It's just the beginning of the year. i thought that things could be better, even myself. i realised im just the same old me. Still the one trying hard to be a peacemaker and be a better person. i tried y best to please the people around me, but they just think im not doing good enough. 4nights out of 7 i have been thinking about a lot of stuffs and i got frustrated. tears started bursting out and the notebook which i have been writing all my thoughts and poem was flooded with my tears. thank you Katherine and Zhongling for scolding and cheering. :) you have opened my heart. i hope im strong and able to cope with my problems. let's just pray a lil harder. :) thank you so much, sincerely by me.

second week of school. and i start loving the new environment and coping well with the spm standard of studies. :) paramjit changed my place today, she said prefects especially girls must sit separately, and unfortunately me, i have to sit along at the corner. but it's a good thing too. i didnt talk that often, basically because zhongling sat far apart from me. well, take care. i'll be missing you.

2011-01-08T13:08:00.009+08:00

Stepping Stones
Dreaming is Imagination. Do you dare to dream? Do you dare to imagine? most students underestimated their capability, lost their courage due to external demonization, lost the aim, the momentum and seeing exams as a boring ordinary process to endure through in their schooling life. Failures are not the ones who make mistakes. They are the ones who do not believe in the power of the dreams. If we dare to dream a dream-come-true, there is nothing that can stops us from achieving. Im not good in academics but, i will dream and here, i dare you to dream. :)

2011-01-08T11:36:00.004+08:00

life could be better

it's the first weekend of the first week of the first month of the twenty first year of 2 thousand. woot ! :D
Sunday school, i got promoted to the youth class ! hope it's going to as fun as my inter class, last year.
Weekday school was still in the okay, acceptable. after around ten days of waking up at any hour before ten, that girl, me had to be roused at the ungodly hour of six am every weekend, again. hehe. to enjoy my "honeymoon" year, i'll try to be nerdd. Seniors have been telling me, form4 hard and lots of memorizing. although im quite nervous about the studies, but i still have to cope with it and i'll just cast my troubles onto God and pray that God will be with me.

i can sense my inner body ready to process white hair for me. lol. i believe that you and me would still survive this year, through smooth and rough. :) should i take music for SPM too? they said it's just grade 3 theory!! :DDD

at this moment, i feel #$@#!$*, devastated by sth.

Back to genesis

2010-12-31T20:14:00.005+08:00

I closed this chapter with you, 2010. I know I will miss you and part of me would want you to come back. Sayonaraa.

I came up in here to rock
Light a fire, make it hot
I don’t wanna take no pictures
I wanna take some shots,
Do not spoil this kind of happiness
for me because I tried to strive
for becoming a better friend to you,
you asked for it so I am giving it to you.
2011 will be autumn in my heart.
i will play and study hard. ohyeah.

the one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

2010-12-31T19:35:00.010+08:00

Let's welcome year two zero one one with overwhelming joy and happy hand in a while.
another 364 days has left me with memories and blessings. Personally, i thank God for a wonderful and lively year. it has been alot of ups and down but most of it gave me very good lessons and has brought me one step closer to success. As im more mature now, more blessings and happiness are awaiting me next year, i assume :) im satisfied with whatever i have now and i'll not demand more than i deserve. Sincerely, here, i want to apologize to whoever and what so ever that i had emotionally hurt. i know i have been selfish and stupid for not thinking the way you all feel. hmm, and those i have made you happy. smile and laugh always as that's what i want. :D Anyway, i dare not make my new year resolutions for this coming year 'cause honestly, i failed doing what were on my list. Maybe i'll just make two and focus on and there are : -

be a peaceful and obedient girl

be stylish and a study-nerd

Do you know how beautiful you are? Do you know what you deserve? Do you know what you require and rather, what you demand from the people and things in your life? Today I am filled with passion about upgrading what I have been previously requiring in my life, and I desire to share it with you. Take a look at your life now, bless it, and choose to upgrade. teehee. :)

The only reason why I seemed selfish was
because I didn't want anyone else
to realize how amazing you were, woofwoof.

2010-12-30T22:50:00.006+08:00

* * *
you turned into something - BArBIe.

colourful and smiling outside, what's inside your heart and mine? empty.

2010-12-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

" How many hearts would be invaded for the wrong reasons, if each time you said "I love you", you meant it?

light up the candle, and show me the way

2010-12-27T14:52:00.009+08:00

December so? very big deal?
Yes indeed ! :)
I've always looked forward to Christmas every year. but, I never looked forward to the presents. I did, last time, but the presents got worse each year that I never really bothered anymore. :D i like singing christmas songs and that's why i joined church's youth choir.

MerRY chriSTmAs !

Day before it the special day.

* * * *
More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know.

2010-12-23T17:17:00.011+08:00

Christmas present from beloved school

yesterday late at night, i was so freaking worry and sad 'cause i was super sensitive for what my mom said to me. i always feel that her words to me ~~only~~ have thorns and nails which is so hurtful. obnoxious. hmm. on the bed, worrying tomorrow results.. slowly, i walked into my dream.

It's the eve of christmas eve's anniversary. haha. God has blessed me in the year 2010. :) this morning mom and i went mamak to have breakfast before heading to get my results. read my horoscope from the Star, haha. it says im gonna either get money or win money. and it predicted correctly haha. :D

anyway, Why can't they think positive? I got my results! It's kinda saddening 'cause they are not what i wanted but nevermind, still Thank God, i know i deserve these only. fyi, i got 6As. :) I have to work harder and not complaining so much. I got distracted easily, so yeah.. FOCUS.

xoxo, once in a life time means there is no second chance,
so i believe that you and me should grab it while we can.

you've got to reach a little more, more...

2010-12-20T09:07:00.009+08:00

i have been very emotional this week. i couldnt control my temper, im feeling lack of Jesus in my heart. i stopped reading bible. i did my best not to bother anyone, just do my own stuff in the room or at the computer. i feel so sad when i was blamed and scolded for unnecessary things. i watched the movie - I'm not stupid2 online on youtube with my sister. haha, once again, i cried when the misbehaved boy's father died. he loves his son so much and yet the son complains so much. i feel really grateful now. i hope the days ahead, i could live my life, be a person that God wants me to be. :)

Im singing that night !
on christmas eve, im holding a mic, im actually singing in the cbc youth choir but there're only 5 girls so, each girl will have one mic. haha. interesting huh? :P it's gonna be a wonderful night, you may join if you want to :) i love singing songs, nowadays especially christmas songs. you can hear me singing all the time in my house~~, when jo, my sis is not at home.~~ :D

This week is gonna be an awesome week. Enjoy and God bless youuu :)
xoxo^^

2010-12-16T14:49:00.008+08:00

When sun meets lawn
is fascinating huh? :)

Yeah, how i wish i could capture pictures anytime i want. I hope to snap the picture when the sun goes up and comes down, when the birds flying back to their tree house, when the wind kisses me at the beach etc. uhh, maybe next time :O

I have changed my blog name from Bittersweet Life to the ultimate, extraordinary and funny name, which is - NoteLetters. Note letters basically for me, means writting notes and letters. Not those letters you send to your relatives or friends. Letters here means, alphabet. hehe. Many people said that life is a book, so here, i write mine into one, so i could flip back whenever i want to. :)

I remember what ctf said to me, she said my hand writing looks like doctor's hand writting. haha, i kinda agree with her now. It has been 2 and a half month i didn't write for a proper subject or proper thing. My fingers much prefer tickling the computer and phone's keypad. hehe

I've met this problem. Everyone has their own interest, for example kpop, football, anime, hollywood news, recent hot tracks and so on. I found myself without a special interest. i do call myself weird and not friendly sometimes. i just do. hmm ;'(

Hey, there are methods to study correctly, you know. they involve concentration in three areas - mind, eyes and mouth. When you begin to read, don't think about another. If you haven't complete the book, don't start another. Give yourself lots of time to study and understand. If you devote enough time and effort, you'll thoroughly understand. Keep your study room neat. If books are ground unevenly, it shows that you have a poor state of mind. Wow. i'll try hehe. read this, this morning. lots of love, till here.

sixteen more days to twentytwentyone,
nine more days to Christmas,
seven days to PMR results.
are you excited huh? :)

you're the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star*

2010-12-15T22:51:00.004+08:00

* * *

My love for lace blooms like the flowers in spring

* * *

Don't you think they are cool? haha. hope i can find one like this on the coming monday :D lacee !
My hair is terrible, i must take action to cure it. wonder what's wrong with my hair, i needa comb it always to make sure it is not tangled, not long after i stopped combing, it's tangled again. seriously o_o Internet says, i must not wash my hair too often, my hair sure gonna smell niceee ;') You know nigahiga? hehe, i watched their videos today 'cause im too bored and that's what i digged to vanish my boredom today. heh. :P

*be back tomorrow, night : smilee

2010-12-15T16:49:00.013+08:00

The view here is better when you are by my side, don't you think so?

im liking this font. hehe.
it's another boring day, my dear :O
went uncle's house last week, and he recommended me this movie called Taken and asked me to watch it with my other sisters. but, they were all not at home. So, i'll just watch it myself then hmm ;(

TAKEN. I think all the teenagers, especially girls should watch this. ;'] it's about a girl got kidnapped and is forced into the slave trade. And her father, a retired spy saved her and so on.. lol, nothing much to say. That's all for the movie. Im really bored here at home, everyday doing the same routines, hmm i've picked up singing as my hobby recently. haha. but, i lost interest on reading newspaper. :O I have been playing piano, listening to music loudly, in the room, since most of the time, no one is at home :(

I miss school, i miss my friends. i miss doing homework, miss doing revision.
Uhh ;'( i realised that i couldn't speak well in BM, and not to forget, English, too. I st-tt-ter stutter alot, if you realise that. i guessed i needa work it out. I gotta dig for books to improve my english. well, that's just a blank meaningless sentence, i dont think i'll remember it when i off. but i really hope i will. : ]

I miss swimming, lol i miss so many things. :O what's wrong with me. Saujana Prom Night '10 is near, next tuesday. Might be going with kath :DD it's gonna be like 2 little girls got dumped into petaling street, full of strangers. Two different worlds, but i hope we could get the best of both world. :D dont really understand what i meant but, it's okay. Time for spongebob. ttfn.

They are God's gift, as you are to them

2010-12-14T19:31:00.006+08:00

I'll give you few lame reasons for blogging so many times today. :P

TV is occupied
I have nothing to do
Im bored
I found many limo things and i wanna blog out some
If i dont blog, i'll rot

hmm, what else? DuiBuQi* Apology. hehe
Today we are gonna talk about Family.
Father and mother i love you. The one that thought of this really is smart, haha. hope it was me. :O
In my opinion, Family must unite as one. Family means understand and loving each other. Not by quarrels and arguments but by love. The bible says God is Love, and Love is patient. So yeah, easy to understand, no need to explain. hehe. thats all! :P
When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses. ~Joyce Brother
When i see my family members all smile or laugh at once together, that's when i feel the most joy. ~Jasmine Lim

Tell me what love is?
see someone for the first time, your heart are beating fast and you keep thinking about him/her...
whoaa, i think all these only exist in movies.

Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be. Only mom will do that, if you take the time to realise. If you'd realise...

You know what? i think that's all for today! :)

2010-12-14T17:44:00.005+08:00

Brighter stars live in me :)

Why do gorillas have BIG NOSTRILS?
Because they have big fingers. teehee.
sorry for being lame once again. :D

2011 is waiting for us, here's something to share. Take a glance, or scan* :D
According to the chinese zodiac...

THE TIGER
Magnetic, passionate and grand! When the Tiger does anything, it’s noticed! Indecisiveness and stubbornness can mar the sparkle of the Tiger personality. On the one hand generous, on the other hand a little mean, it’s sometimes hard to know where one stands with the Tiger. Flexible, honest and truly entertaining, one has a friend for life with a Tiger.

Forecast for 2011 Most Tigers will be feeling quite pleased and energized at the end of their own year in 2010. The Year of the Rabbit will be another positive year for them. Romantic matters are particularly to the forefront, with many born under this sign deciding to get married or to take the relationship to the next level. Single Tigers will have many chances to meet a partner with June to September particularly well aspected. If they have faced recent personal trials and tribulations, 2011 will prove to be a much brighter year. Financially, the Tiger will most likely see an increase in income, either due to a pay rise or an unexpected windfall. With careful planning and budgeting, they can enjoy this monetary increase whilst easing financial burdens. Hobbies and outdoor pursuits will also interest the Tiger this year and will provide relaxation and a social setting, both of which will suit him just fine. Travel and spending holidays with friends will be a focus during late spring and also August and September. If there is a dream location he’s always wanted to visit, this is the perfect year to do so! A house purchase or change of home could very well feature on the cards also. This will be an exciting rather than overly stressful development and Tigers should thrive in their new environment.

Interesting Tiger Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Sapphire
Special Flower: Violet
Best Hours: 3-5 am
Season: Winter
Horoscope Colors: Green, Blue, Yellow

THE PIG (the 1995s are PIG) :D
The Pig is an innocent, sweet and lovable personality. They can also be quite melancholy and over-sensitive. The Pig loves the company of others, and adores parties, gossip and chit chat. They are highly intelligent, but prefer to keep this side of their nature under wraps. The Pig does not care that much for money, but is one of the Chinese zodiac signs that is very lucky.

Forecast for 2011 The Pig loves to have fun and socialize with family and friends and on this front, the Year of the Rabbit will not disappoint him! He made not have been the life of the party recently, but in 2011 his social network will greatly increase with April, May, July and October being the most enjoyable months. Single Pigs could very well meet a romantic partner through a friend or at a family gathering. The Pig parties hard and works hard and in the Year of the Rabbit he will be bringing in the rewards for all his hard work. For any Pigs who wish to change jobs or who want to climb up the promotional ladder, there will be quite a few opportunities this year to do either. But they must act quickly, ensuring they have made all the right enquiries and connections. March, April and September will see work developments happen, but they must be ready to pounce at any time during the year. The Pig will be feeling good in 2011 and would like all manner of wonderful things to happen – all at once! He must learn to pace himself and go along with the more leisurely speed of the Rabbit year. Otherwise, he may burn himself out. Overall, 2011 will be a progressive and enjoyable time for all Pigs.

Interesting Pig Facts
Zodiac Stone: Ruby
Special Flower: Chrysanthemum
Best Hours: 9-11 pm
Season: Autumn
Horoscope Colors: Purple, Red, White

haha, sorry. i takde kerja. :P Let's think about life as 2010 is coming to an end. Think do you treat people as how you want to be treated? Do you make things to go your way? How many shoes have you wore? i mean, you have been into how many people's shoe. You love people more, or people love you more? haha that's what the magazine asked. Sitting while rotting here, i think of many things. Many ups and downs i have been through. and i still stand tall, i hope everything's gonna be just fine or better. God bless. xoxo.

This is to tell you,

no matter what happen, ups or down,

you'll have me to stand by you.

We'll make it through,

together.

.heartheartheart.

through holidays and activities, family love grows

2010-12-14T12:16:00.016+08:00

That *gorgeous girl is back from PAHANG! haha. :D
I went with my one whole huge family but some couldnt go because of diff reasons. :O We stayed separately in 4 suites in the Bukit Gambang resort city, Kuantan, Pahang. You people should go. haha. 3 days 2 night without teddy by my side. hmm :( The first day was kinda bored 'cause we sat in the bus for many hours. We only went orang asli's house and visited elephants at Kuala Gandah. haha, that reminds me of Geography :P Dinner time, fate brought joyi to bukit gambang, i think. haha. I met her, she is awesome.

Anyway, the next day we woke up early to have our breakfast and then took the *train to the water park. had a fantastic enjoyment there with the slides and water. haha :D
but, panas terik matahari :( i got sunburn on my shoulder. haha, fortunately only the shoulder part. Thank God not the face. :) maybe cause i put super much sunblock there. :P hehe. Later evening, we sat on the bus we rented and went to *Telok Cempedak. Cool breeze, nicee. :) Then off to a Malay restaurant that only serve hot and spicy food. :O

The third also aka last day, haha, we went sgi lembing's museum and kg Bukit tinggi. Food here was very delicious, maybe 'cause it was the first time i tasted the food here. haha. :)

Jamie, my fav cousin. *hehe
Till then, God bless. xo

the once in a life time race

2010-12-10T10:42:00.005+08:00

Did you watch!? hehe, the two awesome and handsome Richards won! I was hoping our Malaysia team - Ethan and Kharie to win but they were eliminated, :( Well, next time. Here's the winner ! xo

He is kinda hot. xD
God bless, ttfn (:

Warmness on the soul

2010-12-04T19:00:00.007+08:00

Can You imagine what would happen if we could have any dream?
I'd wish this moment was ours to own it and that it would never leave
Then i would thank that star which made our wish come true
Cause it knows that where you are and where i should be too. :)

We have gone through good and bad times.
Your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love's always been true as can be. :D

I give you my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
xoxo

superwoman in my heart

2010-12-04T15:47:00.005+08:00

MOM
will always be there for you for life, anytime you need her for anything.
Don’t loose that relationship.

Success is doing the impossible

2010-12-04T15:08:00.006+08:00

Sometimes we forget the grace that is given to us. We wake up everyday, to a peaceful country, opportunities everywhere, meals on the table, friends, education, entertainment, access to the internet and information etc. When you read real life stories of people living not very far from us on the other side of the world, is when we will realize its time to quit complaining and being thankful for what we already have.

Hello, i read the star newspaper as mama said there's an article about a model and blabla. I was touched by the article about Leonard Chua. You could read more about it at www.leonardchua.blogspot.com

" Just a glimpse 5 years has gone. That means I’ve been wheelchair bounded for 5 years but sitting on this special chair doesn’t define who and what I am today. After all the challenges that I’ve gone through on this special chair in these 5 years, I find life is more meaningful and beautiful than what I can achieve before my accident. I’ve learned to appreciate life more and never take things for granted. Everything that we wish to own, we must fight for it, work hard for it, sweat for it and sacrifice for it; there is a saying "no pain, no gain”.

Anyway, im having tooth ache. I kept telling myself that im not hungry because i couldn't bite. It's so painful when i chew or bite. Something is wrong with my gum/tooth. *sob* Hope the ache goes away. Ahh, went sunway ytd. :) and i tried the Extreme cheese pizza. ahahaha. Must try at least one time, human. :D Awh, i think i might drive this car when im rich. hehe. I don't care if it's outdated already. I just love it. :P Toyota Camry.

Nice right? xD Nothing beats BMw X5. but somehow, i don't think i have the guts to drive such big car. :D

Blahh! -.- Dream on.

why give up hope?

2010-11-30T21:14:00.013+08:00

* * * * * * * * * * *
100th !

October has ended and now November has gone. It's time to move on with December ! (: Just one more month to go for me to get back my mojo to study! I needa find a tuition centre so i will not struggle with my studies next year. btw, im eager to know what results i get, seriously. It has been 3years for me to see people crying with joy or laughing with disappointment haha. :D Anyway, i wanted to work, but i do not have the time, but you could also say im lazy haha. I mean, maybe next time :P

This is my 100th post, im kinda happy with it, haha. 'cause this meant that i've a successful blog. :D lame* im addicted with this :P emoticon. I find it really cute. ahaha. Christmas is near, i would like to go shop for new clothes. I think i need more colouful clothes. I kinda like wearing long sleeves and skirt.. I feel sexy. xD

Thumbs up* ! (:

Confession : I didnt mean to blog with this font. I pressed sth and everything turns out this way. :O Apologize* ttfn. :)

You say i've changed, but you're not the same either,
You say im wrong, but you were never right.
closing my eyes, i tell myself the same thing over and over again.
It will be better, don't worry#

but the sun came up n' reality set in

2010-11-30T20:10:00.013+08:00

Woola ! :D
That two girls above, at the restaurant are rach and wc ! (: spent my day with them laughing and talking. :)

I wished i know Harry Potter/Hermione's teleport spell so i could just think of a place and *zooot* to the place. haha. Dream on.

PMR results date changed to dec 23. Im not afraid. ahah, no matter what i get, i will still get scolded by mom and will be the hottest topic in my family for few days. So, yeah im ready cause im used to it. :O

Watched Rapunzel with darling today. It was okay only to me :O i mean, the movie has too much of singing. lol. The green colour thingy is cute. I love the lanterns ! i wish ~~again~~ i could have a flying lantern, up up the sky! :) but once again, i have to tell myself.. Dream on :

Anyway, rach and wc make me feel old because of my height. haha. I miss Katherine. xD
On my way to mv today, i saw a dead dog lied on the busy tar road, then there came a car, dashing across it and the lungs *brrppp* out. You know what lungs is right? Uhh, disgusting. Just imagine it. GROSS. I lost my appetite for one hour, then i dig for ice cream. xD till here.

2010-11-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

I miss playing musical chair.

Someone play with me! :D
Writing another poem, a new dawn.

Does it matter

2010-11-28T17:34:00.004+08:00

Bible says, nothing last forever !

Yeapp, there's no forever, you don't say I love you forever. If so, you're probably lying. That's totally bs. The key word, like mariah carey said.. is
long time : Im gonna love you long time :)
Haha. takde kerja. xD

You'll always move on, you'll always let go. In life, we are often met with dead ends, telling us to move on or be bound there for good. Eventually, most of us walk, like the drones of life's pains we are.
Apologizing or Forgiving is easier? actually both are the same. It depends you really meant it or not. :) That's very important for maintaining a good relationship.

Are you happy now, is everything going on well as what you want?
I would answer no, but does it matter? No, :( no one can change the fact that im not happy with that thing. hmm. Guess i have to continue praying. :)

VBS is awesome, i went to helped out with VBS for 2days. it was very tiring but fun! :D Daniel's bible skit was the best! The little children were all so cute. There's one that looks like bunny, she is fair and tied two pony tails. Awhh! :D Ahh, i miss VBS. i miss church camp, i hope there's more activites next year! (:

TTFN.
embrace the music in the air!

they're very worthy to me

2010-11-23T12:46:00.004+08:00

Spent some time with my granny yesterday. We went lot10 and fahrenheit. I saw the advertisent of Yes4G by YTL. I think it's a successful project and they have spent lots of money on this. I wish i would do sth like that and earn lots of money. hehe.

Fahrenheit is cold, :O Now the things selling in fahrenheit is cheap, 'cause newly opened. :D On my way to fahrenheit, i walked infront of two Japanese men wearing formal shirt. It also means they are rich, i think. Then i saw a woman aged around 24-27 i think. She saw that two men and immediately she combed her hair, made it neat. I slowed down to see what's next. Guess what? The two men just walked passed and the woman made a sad face.
I laughed, the end. :D

written much with love, heart them all, :)

meeting the books

2010-11-18T14:00:00.008+08:00

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(Y) The best thing i found on my first week of holiday ; From Form 4 Literature.

The poem is about a father giving good advices to his son on how to grow up to be a fine gentleman. It has reminded me to trust myself when others doubt me and practise patience. Other than that, it reminded me not to indulge in dreams but should actualise them and not only daydream about them. And many more la.
Uhh, i can't wait to start my form4 life. :) It's gonna be a hectic year, i guess.
Another chapter of my life.

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tumbling down to tumblr.

2010-11-17T14:58:00.006+08:00

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Heyhey, hello. I created my own tumblr :)

missyjazzy.tumblr.com

Im not leaving blogger, don't worry. I have tumblr because it can show my thoughts and some cool stuffs, quotes etc. Check it out (Y)
Tumblr.makes.life.easier.

2010-11-11T13:37:00.003+08:00

***

Current mood - :(

***

alright, i know what to do :)

2010-11-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

I liked my blog to be wide and my photos to be slightly bigger, but im not allowed to download things, that's one of the computer rules of mine, set by mom, but nvrmind. I'm satisfy with this. Black and white makes the world perfect. :)

I tried uploading my photos with the layout-left, if you upload photos to blog, you would probably know. And i find it terrible, look my previous post about my trip. eeyuckks. I can't even type words beside it. I mean, i can, but frustrating and irritating. So, i shall learn from that, i shall upload at the centre next time, everytime (: that's all for today.

P/S : Mi Manchi (:

the moments i had yesterday, the way i felt today

2010-11-10T11:06:00.006+08:00

Reminiscing the whole morning. The feelings now, here without you all it's just so annoying. I'm missing you all once again, friends (: I'm very glad that I've decided to go for the school trip to KL tower and Aquaria. It's another day in paradise!

It's amazing to see those weird fishes and fishes you saw in the cinema and TV. For example, stonefish, nemo aka clownfish, piranha etc. They all were so cute! Haha. I had a great day and i miss it. :( It's funny yet reluctant when it was time to go back. I rmb Faris and Iqy were trying to g gather the students with a diff tone of their voice, in a very hilarious way. For photos, view Allan's, GiGi's or my profile :)

P/S : I think i look like Miss Malaysia. xD

he smiles and she smiles, too

2010-11-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

All I knew was, despite everything, you were the one I thought and cared about. :) Happy Anniversary, you handsome boy !! :) Our memories shall be cherished forever :D
#

Anyway,

Hi bloggie, thought of posting this to you :

Chasing, Rushing, Pushing, Bumping into
Considers everyone and everything, but ideal is burnt out
Real, fake, fallen before, hurt before
Love's sparks have given me wish and hope

Dark sky, bright sky, clear sky, gray sky
Once accompanied together, secretly yearned for
Pity that this night, fireworks have stopped,
no way of looking up to it

Only fallen short one step,
desire for illusion turns into star light
Who lives in love, who buries love,
where are the heavens?

If i am scared,
it will be because of disappointment
the rest i have no vain,
all the consequences are completely cut away.

Erase the fear, tear away the rarity
only when you forget love, can you swim to shore
In my life, can't forge out floating clouds, the sky is also watching.

It's about a guy's feeling/thought. His choice between the woman he loves and money. This thing above concludes with his confusion of what is real, what is fake, and what was destined to be. Don't have to understand, it's just to remind myself. :)

hanging in the balance

2010-10-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

Viva la vida, it simply means Live your life (:
I shall make my holiday very colourful before i get my PMR results and my piano Theory exam. lol. If a genie offers me a wish, i think i would probably wish for 3 more wishes. After my first wish was granted, i would wish that everyone could forgive me for what i did. Secondly, about my loved ones. I wish i could drive a car, so that i can spend time with them. :D Then continued with the last wish - for more wishes, i think. xD greedy me. heehee.
~~im not greedy actually, seriously :P~~

After PMR, i have been slacking alot and finding reasons to stay away from school as if it's gonna harm me. Anyway, i have been thinking what should i study and what should I become when i grow up? Hmm, it reminds me of the song sang by my favourite singer, Nicole scherzinger - when i grow up. She wanted to be famous, and she is famous.. She wanted to be on TV, and she is on TV. What about me?

I've came to a conclusion one night before i sleep, and that's to study psychology and be a piano teacher after i retire from being a stewardess. LOL, i hope it's not another wind-talking of mine. :)

To achieve a dream is hard, i know,

but we choose not to let it show.

Holding all our fears inside,
fears we feel need to hide.

We can't let others get us down,

just because of one small frown...

dont let anyone say you can't,

because that is just all a rant ! :)

It was just the beginning and you were gone. sigh

It was like a dream, guess it's not meant to be mine...

dance upon the wind

2010-10-15T17:33:00.001+08:00

Im very glad to have food to eat
Im very glad that God bless me.
Im very glad to have friends
Im very glad that God gave me so many things.

That one special day, you were tired but i asked you to stay back to teach me maths.
You didnt really teach me but nvrmind, im happy to be with you (: We did some stupid colouring. It's very rare to see you smile like that. I heart that. Recently, you have been smiling alot, maybe because i provided lame jokes? Smile more. I love it.
Can I have this dance? ;)

thrilling yet terrifying ride

2010-10-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

Let's start with a joke. :D

Why is woman called woman?
cause when man see hot girl.. just like how Adam met Eve, he'd say sth like :

"woooooooooooooooo~! mann~!"

-.- lame.

They say life's like a roller coaster. It's thrilling yet terrifying, do you know that? Life's colourful, live your life happily but always remember there's always someone that loves you and waiting for you. So be careful of what you do :) God gave us everyone friends, so we won't feel lonely and learn from each other. Make ourselves a better person. Im proud to have you all as my friends. You know who you are :) Love youuu.

My very stressful PMR exam is over, mwahahha. Merdekaa ! :D
I really hope that i can get straight As but i don't think i can because i'm not confident in my BC. :( Im really sorry if i can't get straight As mom, i tried my best. But, i can't do anything now. For now, all i have to do is clean up my house and decide what is my ambition :)

This year, i have picked up a good hobby, and that's reading newspapers. Lot's of good things happened and so do the bad things. Recently has a devastating road accident. Sigh, many innocent lives has been threatened. Is this God's plan, too? :( Life's like that. This is life. Never give up and be good to make sure you go to heaven. :D

they can because they think they can

2010-10-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

Beautiful isn't it? That's God's creation, God's art. God make everyone the same. So why do we judge? I love reading the Bible. It makes me a better person and guide me to him.

Why are you looking so stressful? -PMR.
PMR is going to end. Let's stand tall and be proud for staying alive. :)
Did you give up on your exam? i hope not. 2-3 more papers to go only. Some people, couldn't go to bed until they guarantee themselves can get an A. Well, that's a reason behind it, i believe. :) I was like them last time, but do you know, it's bad for health? google it. :D
All the best people, don't worry, be happy. You can do it if you work hard and believe!

PS : my blog looks kinda messy, right?

Dream a little ; A little piece of mind.

2010-09-11T19:29:00.001+08:00

_________________________

Learn to dream, day dream..
a beneficial day dream.
Learn to live, live postively..
a memorable positive life.

By doing so, you are one step closer to be a successful dreamer and a positive liver. That's very good.
Teehee. :D

helping hands, hopeful thoughts

2010-09-08T15:16:00.001+08:00

Yeappp, i went to the concert. The entrance fee was kinda expensive for me, but it was very interesting and worthy concert. Our world has been damaged, everyone knows. But not many people care about it. Why? because they don't know how, i guess. After this concert, me and my friends are gonna change our world, to a better one. :) I will blog about it someday, really busy with preparing for PMR. I have less than a month to do so. :O May God bless me !
The photos below are supposed to be nice, but my camera + my camera skill has made it worst. im sorry, :D Anyway, for more information about this concert and you can't wait for me to tell you, you may try clicking on this post's title. it will bring you to a magical world. :P

* * *

Me.

the audience/the crowd. :)

Me, Kath, Delon.

This is Chermayne, my new beautiful friend.

Gene.

tell you more about this next time when i have time. :)
TNT,
Booommm :D

Attention, it's my time to talk !

2010-09-08T12:57:00.001+08:00

Vanessa from Pudu English Girls School. She speaks well, just like the female Obama. :D

I went for the public speaking competition last Saturday with my mom at Methodist Boys School. I can't tell you what they've said, but i can show you my notes that i've jotted down when they were speaking. Those people above spoke like adults. They're like Pastors or Priests giving Life Advises or maybe Bible stories in the church. Haha.
The finals is on September25, i'll be going. Ring me if you wanna go. :D

Try and spot the banner behind them. The theme was Building one-Malaysia. You see, Malaysia is a very beautiful and harmony country. Sometimes i do wonder, it would be so much better if MCA took over Malaysia instead of UMNO. Im not trying to be racist, but.. don't you think that, our Malaysia's standard has gone down. Everything is in Bahasa Malaysia. We should study English and use English more often as English is our international language but.. sigh. and btw, people are not as smart as our daddy or mommy now, don't you think so? You probably won't know what im trying to say but if you understand.. think about it and blog about it. Im very interested with this. :D

I have no idea what im talking about and why am i talking about it, so i better off.
Lives Changing, you need to be alert. Study and Make a difference. :)

Loves, Jasmine

NATURAL DISASTER !!

2010-09-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

You can run when there's Tsunami or you can hide under the table when there's Earthquakes, but, you cannot run or hide when you have pimples. :D ~~teeheehee~~. True right? Do you hate pimples? well, maybe some people don't, but for me.. i don't know why. The more i think about it, the more it pops out. xD Sorry, i just want to share. Im doing my best to get rid of it, finding ways to extinct it. lol. Here, let me show you my research on PIMPLES. xD

So, what causes pimples? Hmm, my research : Increase production in hormones, certain drugs, greasy cosmetics, increased oil production, improper diet, clogged pores, POLLUTION, STRESS, GENETICS !! haha, forgive me, im a kinda, a little weird today. :P

Pimples can develop due to genetics, which means that if your mother or father has pimples you are more likely to have them too. Ooh, my parents have, so you can't blame me for having them. :|
Stress, because of studies or work. Well, i really think i should learn to relieve stress. Shouldn't stay up till midnight. That's what my mom said, too. :)

So, how to treat your pimples!?
Hoho, most importantly, clean your face 2/3 times a day with appropriate for your skin type product. For better results right, apply a dab of toothpaste on the pimple before going to bed, helps sooth irritation, reduces redness and dries out the pimple, and also, applying honey may give a natural glow to the skin and nourish the skin, woots!

Most of the people prefer to squeeze or pick at the pimple because they think that it is the best way to get rid of pimples. But squeezing a pimple causes the pimple to become redder and inflamed. When squeezing a pimple you can easily spread the bacteria to other parts of your face. squeezing leads to red scars. Squeezing pimples sometimes may even leave open holes on your face, that are very difficult to remove later. So, say no to squeezing pimples k? ~~okay~~.

Anyway, rubbing your skin with lemon juice is the best and most effective way to treat pimples. Lemon juice lightens red scars and blemishes, maintains the pH balance of the skin.
To make sure pimples do not come back, avoid eating oily food and also not to touch your face with dirty hands, and last but not least, keep yourself hydrated - drink at least 1.5litres of mineral water, not those mamak's drinks. >: ] Early treatment is the best way to prevent pimples scars.

I hope this may help me and you people with this natural disaster ! lol, ttfn.
Selamat Hari Raya and enjoy preparing for PMR, no stress. xD !!

useful facebook

2010-08-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

Know Ur Advice Of The Day
Jasmine Advices:

Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.

lol.

stand up, voice up, grow up !

2010-08-28T20:04:00.001+08:00

Hello bloggie,

As I stand on the mountain,
The wind kisses me gently ;
As I walk pass restaurants,
The word comes to my mind is family ;
As I stare at football field,
The pictures of my friends appeared vividly ;
As I lean on your shoulder,
The heart keeps beating quickly,
As I live my life,
The important thing is living it correctly.

I spent my day outside the house, i thought i would be rotting at home. but nono, i was wrong :D I went and bought a new pair of specty. My power, i mean eyes' power, has increased. Left is 300 and right is 150. *wow

Anyway, I have been thinking alot, reflecting myself. have you ever reflect yourself? :)
talk about it, you'll feel much better.

I looked at the sky when i'm in the car. The sky was hazy and greyish. Then i told myself, world has changed. Clean water is going to extinct, I might see no green nor blue in the future, people are getting selfish. Then i looked at the another side of the sky, i saw sun set in a beautiful way. The colours of the clouds blended with light rays. I'll call that colour as purple, because it's nice. HAHA. By the way, my point is, the sky is like people. It has the dark side and the beautiful side. Everyone has their beautiful side, but not everyone sees it. Same goes to the dark side.

On the other hand, i was in OUG's Watson (it's not in the mall, it's like 7-11, at the shop lot) buying something with my sister just now. I stared outside the glass door and saw a child standing beside the busy road, jumping. I did not care because i wasn't expecting anything. Then out of a sudden, his mom shouted at him, which was also in Watson, she quickly ran towards him and scold him... She looked furious, and also worried and ~~to be continued~~ after awhile of mouth moving, they both crossed the road, to KFC.

You see, mom always care for the child. Mom can do everything for the child, but not all children love their mother. Some may even curse. You must always understand your mom, she is irreplaceable. I love my mom, do you? :)

Vampires suck

2010-08-27T13:56:00.000+08:00

vampires suck, do you agree? :D
I wish i can see this movie.

Leaving things unsaid, will always prove to be a regret.
the word lifetime treasure suddenly appeared in my mind. can anyone tell me about it. what is your lifetime treasure. btw, i would like to share this with you ; hope that you'd like it. leave a comment. ^^

Samsons : Tak Bisa Memiliki ( Cant Have )

Apakah yang engkau cari
( What are you finding? )

Tak kau temukan di hatiku
( Dont you find it in my heart? )

Apakah yang engkau inginkan
( What was it that you wanted? )

Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
( Can no longer be fulfilled by me )

Begitulah aku
(Please , Thats Me)

Pahamilah aku
(Please , Understand Me )

Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
( Maybe I'm not Perfect )

Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
( But My Heart owns yours for the rest of my life )

Boy, you made me smile today, xx <3

Any moment, anything can change

2010-08-26T18:11:00.001+08:00

***

Perhaps best friend is like a shadow
It will come and go
Perhaps friend is like a show
It is depends on the interest
***

What happened to those smiles
You act as if im strange
The friendship has sailed away for miles
I really hope things can change

You can't expect anything
From people you don't really know
You think they reveal as much as you
But just half is what they show

Not only do they spill the vinegar
They include spice as well
I anticipate human behavior
They add lies to what they tell

Sorry i never told you
What i should have say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've already walked away

Dedicated to a friend who was always there for me.
and also to share with you all that humans are beyond your imaginary :)

i wanna be a billionaire >:/

2010-08-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

It's 0103 now, and im still here blogging. I couldn't study and i don't wanna go to bed. I have been staying back alot nowadays. I talk more than i study. :D But, it's still better than staying at home and sleep, right? :D

I remember this past Sunday, mom bought me to a coffee shop to try the wan tan mee. :DD it's quite salty, but it's nice. I'd rate 5/10 for it. Kajang's wan tan mee. :P 10/10 ! Anyway, while eating. I heard from the other table. 3 men were talking about finance and rich people. Do you know who is the founder of Facebook? His name is Mark Zuckerberg, he is the youngest billionaire in the world. :O interested in him? -go google him. xD Sometimes, i wonder, when will i earn my first rm1000. lol, angpau is not counted. Ima really need to study hard to get a good and high-pay job. :)

Some woman may think that if they are pretty, they don't have to study hard. The husband will work and earn money and they might probably stay at home and be housewives. lol, but think about it right, why do girls wanna depend so much on guys? We girls can be independent too, right? Don't let guys/men look down on us. Girl, Do you know that you can be pretty and smart at the same time? -yes you do. :) Btw, don't just busy working, watch your attitudes and always be positive in your daily life. All the best in everything.

I hope i survived during trials examination. :D

2010-07-30T17:18:00.006+08:00

It's different, it's about understanding.

I had finish my Grade 8 practical exam! I hope my teacher will announce to me that i passed it after two months. Well, probably i think that it will be at the border line(am am), if pass or fail. :O cause i don't think i did well in my sight-reading and aural test. :( Anyway, who wants to fail right?

Ahh, this week. I had been working on the subjects - math, science and sejarah. I find maths is harder than sejarah and sejarah is harder than science. LOL. May God Bless Me in the coming exam !! God gives us 24hours a day, He has his purpose, and so, i shall not sleep so much. :D 10hours is enough. Dey, No taking 2hours nap. XD

My birthday is coming, and it is on FRIDAY. People say when 13 is fall on a Friday, it is a very unlucky day :( But, im a christian. I shouldn't think of that, right? -right. lol Should really eat at TGIF that day. :D

You give me a smile so kindly,
just like the stars above shining brightly ;
You are so friendly,
and i think sengetly ;
You said you forgive me,
but how can i forgive myself for misunderstanding a wonderful friend like you?
-wlb-

i give you my words

2010-07-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

I hate Thursday

I have been dreaming and thinking alot nowadays.
By the way, PMR is near, trials is even nearer. Its like 2more weeks. :( I need to dig for books and control my lazy side of me. :D

Anyway, went for an event called Bon-odori last Saturday, it is a Japanese event, it was really awesome. The food was expensive :O An ice cream is cost rm6. ~~sakit hati~~..
Have you ever danced crazily or made silly movements in front of a person you love or like. Or maybe in front of hundreds of people. I did, xD but not really dance lah. Just move here and there. I think i looked stupid because im skinny. Skinny people dance not that nice. :D

Performance.

Me and Allan :O

cute boy posing, he is so cute. xoxo !

the crowd

I will cherish 17/7/10. :D

Im taking my grade 8 practical exam this coming Monday. Please pray for me. God Bless Me. :D
Time to study. ttfn.
XX

if you wanna feel special, help others

2010-07-02T10:06:00.001+08:00

Today is report card day. Just yesterday, everyone was wishing me luck and said that tomorrow is like dooms-day. But i see everyone still survived with a smile, guessed their parents are very open-minded? or maybe, go home only scold? lol :D Anyway, I had lots of fun today. I love you girls. xoxo thanks.

Noteletters

That Woman

You will eat the fruit of your labor; blessings and prosperity will be yours.

2012's eve

eat like a boss in malacca

My starry starry night...

i'm so sorry but i love you

Remainders of 2011

i wrote this for you

time to express my love

As you travel life’s weary road, let Jesus lift your heavy load.

the meaning we give to words

my nights and healths for you

Don’t let smaller things distract you from the bigger work of God around the world.

food, sea, breeze, woala !

catch my butterfly kisses

puasa month in 3, 2, 1..

somehow i'll see it theough

you gotta be a lil more crazy

explore the soul

Dreams are still alive

To be found, you must admit that you're lost

be gorgeous naturally

extraordinary us

missing pieces in life

at the T-Junction

thirteen going thiry

the hectic month

let's just fall in love again

i know an angel was sent for me, but

you're most beautiful

that's the moment when youre mine

you should have known, my love for you was strong enough

don't you ever wish, you were someone else

honestly, i just need to be a lil crazy

Expectations normally leads to disappointments

open my eyes, it was only just a dream

frus·trat·ed/ˈfrəsˌtrātid/Adjective1. Feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something.2. of a person - unable to follow or be successful in a particular career.

Back to genesis

the one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

light up the candle, and show me the way

you've got to reach a little more, more...

They are God's gift, as you are to them

through holidays and activities, family love grows

the once in a life time race

Warmness on the soul

superwoman in my heart

Success is doing the impossible

why give up hope?

but the sun came up n' reality set in

Does it matter

they're very worthy to me

meeting the books

tumbling down to tumblr.

} ♥ {

alright, i know what to do :)

the moments i had yesterday, the way i felt today

he smiles and she smiles, too

hanging in the balance

dance upon the wind

thrilling yet terrifying ride

they can because they think they can

Dream a little ; A little piece of mind.

helping hands, hopeful thoughts

Attention, it's my time to talk !

NATURAL DISASTER !!

useful facebook

stand up, voice up, grow up !

Vampires suck

Any moment, anything can change

i wanna be a billionaire >:/

i give you my words

if you wanna feel special, help others

frus·trat·ed/ˈfrəsˌtrātid/Adjective
1. Feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something.
2. of a person - unable to follow or be successful in a particular career.